Loving Liverpool even more!

So I decided to go to Liverpool from Lowestoft... a bit scared, coz I thought Dazz would do a no show on me in Liverpool, so my backup plan was seeing Shane in Leicester or wherever he lives.. but luckily Dazz did phone me and texted me all day... And I got to Liverpool at llike 17.20 and he came and picked me up along with his friend Crimbo....

So we went and found a hotel for me and went for a walk down town... and then back to the hotel where Dazz left me with Crimbo because he needed to change... and we had a long and great talk.. he's really cool that Crimbo guy...

After that we went downstairs and got beer... and then went walking through Liverpool again and went on Maccy's and back to the hotel and got even more drunk...

The night was looong and funny .... It's been a long time since I had this much fun.. and we were sooo drunk... I think we slept at like 7 o clock this morning... and woke up at like 17... lol... the guys spent the entire day here.. Crimbo went at 20 o'clock and Dazz at 22... Those guys are great.... And fun.. so tomorrow I'll get to see Liverpool alone with Dazz and maybe buy some stuff ...

I'm so loving this city.... and I loved my stay in Lowestoft too.. I wanna live in England tbh.. much nicer people than in Denmark...

Well.. I'm logging off now... I'm still tired from doing nothing today... and I miss a certain someone...

- Elle logging off

The A12

I made it to England.. only to not find Dazz in the airport, so I kind of got a bit scared...

But no worries.. Dan fixed it... Jo came and picked me up in his super nice car and gave me a ride down to Dan's... It was really fun meeting him and getting to know him, and I don't think there was more than 3 minutes silence the entire 3 hour trip... We actually found the longest road in England and travelled it for ages.... A12.. God i hate that road.. :)

The rest of the day was spent with Jon & Dan and their mates Craig and touring Lowestoft... it was fun, but God I'm tired.,.... So now I'm just sitting around Dan's gaming abit until my laptop runs out of power... So I had to blog and post some pics first ...

And I hope to see Dazz tomorrow too...

Well.. I'm singing off for a while...

- Komi hvat koma má lat so fara alt... Tad fer at blíva ein fín túr...

Life is so unfair! And I'm so worried!

I went to work yesterday.... As usual... money has to be made you know. The night before I'd been running around Dalaran with Seishuu having fun doing /slap and /wave at other players I've been playing with, realising that I know so many people ingame... one of the guys I had a loving go at was Angrý (Nicolai)... we always have this weird relationship, but tbh I really like him, he's a lot of fun, with a good sense of humor...

At 20 o'clock I had put a resident to bed, and had a quick look at my cell phone, and saw that somebody had left a message on my answering machine... It was Vildmeddans (Birgitte).. she was really quiet and had difficulties finding the words....



Nicolai had crashed his car earlier on! He'd been thrown out of the car... His girlfriend was in the car too... She died!



I went into chock... Sat down and was shaking all over... couldn't even talk to my colleagues coz I was worried about him... So I went to the office and called my dear Kevin (Runia) to hear if he knew anything... he was on his way to the hospital as we talked... He too was really worried...



At 22 o'clock I suddenly remembered Ddman (Kasper).... Had anybody told him about it? Him and Nicolai are really close too, so I figured I had to give him a call to hear if he had gotten the bad news... And he was glad I did, because nobody had told him... so during the night I talked to him many times... and texted Kevin, talked to Birgitte.. and phoned Kasper again on Skype when I got home...



I heard from Kevin today... Nicolai will be alright physically with time.. But he lost the love of his life.. his everything... So he'll need lots of support to get back on track.



I'm going down there to see him tomorrow.. So what if I'll be late for work? I don't care! Nicolai needs me.. he needs all the people around he can have to get him back to his life... and give it some meaning...



Send all your warm thougths to him.. he needs it... and so does his girlfriend who died, only 17 years old. :(



R.I.P. Monica



- Elle signing off

Really angry!!

I kind of remembered that I had a blogspot here and thought it might be time for an update on it, and then keep it updated whenever I feel like it.

I'm finally getting used to life as a single girl, and I realise now, that I'll never love again...

The other day it felt like my heart had been ripped out, and that there was just an empty hole. It still feels that way, so I'm never falling in love again. Guys can't be trusted imo. They say whatever's needed to get what they want from you, and then they just throw you right in the trashcan when they're done... I'm really sick of it... and no, I'm not turning gay, I'm just staying away.

I've had too many bad experiences over the last half year to be able to believe in anything good. I even lost my faith in the Christian God, and I feel more and more Pagan as the days go by... How can a God you've been faithful to all your life just poor down shit on you whenever it suits him, and do so many evil things? I don't get it... So bye bye Christianity.

When it comes to guys.. Good riddance I'm rid of Klement.. Really... I mean.. I thought we were friends, but obviously we're not. I need to do stuff for him, but he's not doing shit for me at all. It pisses me off. How the hell could I waste 5½ years of my life with him... I mean much of it was fun, but seeing what an arse he is now, I'm glad it's over... and I regret being in a long term relationship at such a young age, coz I spoiled my chances of ever getting happily married and having kids.

Well.. some good things have happened.... Easter was fun! Easter was great really! I was at Krat's (Klavs') place at a lan with Runia (Kevin), Tveskæg (Jens) and Arinedé (Jimmy).... Just playing WoW and being drunk, and having lots of manabreaks! :) One night of drunkness led to something a bit stupid, that I don't want to publish about, but in the end we're all still friends, and will be going back to Krat's place this summer for more fun! :)

The greatest thing that happened durin Easter was the Týr concert in Copenhagen!! I got backstage with my third cousin Thormund and his gf... And I met the man of my dreams, Terji Skibenæs, and his beautiful gf.... So yeah... It was a brilliant Easter!

Thursday I'll be going to England/Ireland to see all the weird English ppl... Dazz, Dex, Dan, Jay and Jon... and maybe Jo, Mez, Scott and Shane...

But for now I just spend my time working and talking to Seishuu (Kristian) while playing WoW....

Mostly, because I love my new guild... Purgamentum<3

But... I SO need to get my hunter levelled....

- Elle signing off for now. *Komi hvat koma má, lat so fara alt*